(Private) Will she come? Ever?

Hitomi looks slightly upset as she hears his words.

"I uh...I see...well like I said I think I do. I'm not sure."

Hey, i am not done thinking yet. All i care for now is that you feel happy, okay?
*He sets his most calm tone into play, while trying to tell her that he feels more than friendship but isnt sure to which degree he loves her*

"So you do like me alot? Like I like you?"

She looks up at him and smiles widely as she blushes.

"You'd be my first boyfriend...ya know?

I do most likely like you the way you like me, but i guess i am a prety boring boyfriend.
*he chuckles*

The thing is just, i am afraid something goes wrong. This is why i am hesitating.

"Nothing will go wrong while we are together Setsuna...maybe my dad will freak out, but that's it."

She kisses him softly on the cheek.

"I promise."

But what is if you do not love me, or i do not love you?
And we end up breaking up?
*He waits for a moment*
I am so sorry. I guess every boy would be on the 7th heaven rght now, but i am asking those stupid stupid questions.
I just want to make sure that i won't lose you, you promised me that too, but i've read and heard enough storys to know how hard this sometimes is.


I sincerly apologise, and if you are mad at me now, for those questions,than just slap me.

"Setsuna...do you not want to be with me?"

I've never said that,i just would like to think about it , because it is already a nightmare thinking about a situation where things could go wrong. i do not want that to happen.
I am angsty. So what, do i really have to be strong everytime i do something, or decisive whenever i am asked a situation?
*His voice is a little shuddering*

"So you want me to let you think if you want to be with me? Or am I just thinking to much?"

I am properly thinking too much. I am so sorry.

Next to my foster father,you are the closest person in my life, ever. i am just completly angsty when i think about losing you. i mean, i was always told,love means devotion to someone, but i am already doing that, am i not? I just...Think too much.

I've not met another girl but you for the last 6 years or so, and i prolly wont meet one anytime soon, but i am just so afraid that anything on any way happen,maybe even with your father, that destroys everything. I am just overthinking it. i do not know what to do.

And the very last but one of my least worries is at how my family would react. I could call them right away and ask them...

She giggles softly.

"You worry too much ya know? It's kinda cute~"

*He thinks for a brief moment*

Hey, i have an good idea.

I Am already dedicating a fair amount of my life to you, so , let us for now hang on,
Just so i can first think of it, and 2nd, get it done with my father.

But in exchange, i take you out on dates and just normal meetings on a regular basis.
We can get used to each other then. I think, i maybe worry too much,but atleast it is pretty perfect than, i get my precious time
and we get our dates, and at the end, we came even closer together before we take that huge leap together.

*He says this in a pretty nervous tone*
....Just an idea...
*he seem a little worried about the reaction on this*

"That sounds perfect to me Setsuna."

Smiles and kisses his cheek as she cuddles closer.

*He kisses her forehead*

okay. cool. The busses to the city drive again. We can date as soon as you want to.

"Hmm...how about...this weekend!"

She giggles and stands up.

"I should go though...I don't want Papa getting suspicious at all. I'm sorry."

*he stands up as well*

allright than. do not worry.

DO you want this to keep it a secret?

*He smiles warmly+

She shakes her head vigorously.

"Nuh-uh~ I want people to know. Don't want anyone else taking me from you!"

*He hugs her and kisses her on her forehead again,than releases her*

Allright than. *he smiles

She kisses him softly before leaving.

"I'll see you soon okay? Text me whenever you'd like to hang out on a date."

She giggles and waves as she walks down the hallway.